telewarped: (The shroud encroaches ever closer)
Shoka Sakurane ([personal profile] telewarped) wrote in [community profile] bottlecaplogs2026-04-17 04:59 pm

[CLOSED] the only me is me

Who: Shoka Sakurane, Siffrin
What: Over the Brink
When: Mid-April
Where: ???
Warnings: Hallucinations, fog-induced paranoia, suicidal ideation, quest-typical peril



It only takes a few minutes for the search to go completely awry. Not only are the other teams and Chimecho conspicuously absent after Siffrin and Shoka teleport, but there's nothing even remotely familiar about their new surroundings. Open sky surrounds the stone platform they're standing on, and—while this is a fact that evades Shoka's notice, as a Pokémon that doesn't truly breathe—the air is suddenly thinner. To make matters worse, a few experiments with their Grumpearls make it clear that they won't be contacting home base any time soon. They aren't even able to contact each other, even while standing right next to one another.

Against her nature, Shoka tries to muster some optimism for Siffrin's sake. At least they still have her around to look after them, after all (so she jokes with some of her usual smugness), and they have plenty of supplies. Maybe they just wound up a little off course and Chimecho will be waiting for them right around the corner.

When Shoka starts to take a look around, however, it's immediately apparent that there really isn't any walking around the corner from here.

"Hey—Frinrin?" she calls out. "You're not scared of heights or anything, right?"

(A star, scared of heights. Hah.)

She's perched at the very edge of the platform—the edge that was there all along, obscured by the gnarled branches of trees—staring down into the sheer drop below. There's the fog they were warned about: an expanse of white spread out beneath them like a sea, wisps of it rolling like gentle waves against the stone. They're moored in its center, so high up that they're out of its reach.

Gazing out into the abyss at least reveals what they're really standing on: the top of a stone pillar. Several others just like it reach out through the fog, their peaks brushing the sky.
loopsiedaisy: (🌠 So goddamn fucking— (paranoid))

[personal profile] loopsiedaisy 2026-05-14 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
Siffrin takes Shoka's bristling - a very weird sensation with her on their back, but not an entirely unfamiliar one - as a sign that they're right, even if her phrasing confuses them.

"You saw it too?"

Under Shoka, their muscles tense as if about to try jumping across to the other pillar - then they relax. There's no way they would make that leap, even without carrying a whole extra person, and with how crumbly the footing here is they'd probably just break off whatever they landed on.

But they're still more than half-convinced that it's a Pokemon making Shoka sick, and maybe it's that one specifically. So they charge up and zap the cliff at the entrance to the crevice with a warning bolt of Thunder Shock. It fizzles out quickly against the rock, and...

Nothing moves.

...but that's just more proof! If what they thought they saw before was just the breeze ruffling leaves or moving fog around, wouldn't it keep moving despite any attacks?
loopsiedaisy: (⚡ About how I think I'm going crazy)

I'm figuring Shoka gets to rescue Siffrin after Big Fog Argument

[personal profile] loopsiedaisy 2026-05-25 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
"But you said..."

Siffrin shakes their head, tip of their hat bobbing above Shoka. Suddenly they're not at all sure what she said. She's right about the fog, though - is it messing with their memory again?

"...yeah. I thought I saw someone hiding in there."

Mmgh. Alright, maybe they should just get to the bottom first. Fortunately it's only a few more leaps to get to the treetops, where Siffrin leaps gratefully to the first large branch they see - they're a lot more confident here, thanks to a year of living in the Canopy.
loopsiedaisy: (🌌 To the ground)

cw: emetophobia mention

[personal profile] loopsiedaisy 2026-05-27 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
In a distant sort of way, Siffrin can tell they're not doing... great. Returning to (maybe) the same spot over and over would be one thing, but they also keep thinking they hear Shoka saying the same things on repeat. After the first time they responded to one and she didn't know what they were talking about, they chalked it up to fog and stopped bringing it up - but ignoring it entirely is harder. Every once in a while they flinch out of nowhere. And it's making them tempted to zone out Shoka's voice in general... so they're slower to respond, which also isn't helping!

It's lowering Siffrin's defenses against the other things, too - the rustling shapes of Pokemon are making them more and more wound up. Shoka's sudden ability to use moves again but not trying to Teleport once more is gnawing at them, though they're trying to trust she has a good reason.

But they know how to function even when they're not doing good. They're fine. They can handle it. They need to make sure Shoka makes it out of this.

They squint their eye at the brambles, shaking out sore paws.

"With our luck?" Siffrin jokes. But they don't recognize these berries, which means there's no way to be sure. Except...

"I could take a test bite. If I'm not throwing up my guts in a couple hours, they're probably fine."

Not at all safe wilderness behavior, really. Which they're fully aware of! But it's a gamble they've taken before, when they were desperate enough - sometimes it paid off, sometimes it backfired, but never enough to kill them like just stuffing themself would have. So far.